All my life, I have had what I like to call "Peter Pan Syndrome." I was always super afraid to grow up! In the last five years or so, I have done a lot of internal growth and, I can't remember exactly when I realized I had crossed into adulthood, but I am there. I pay bills, have responsibilities, and view the world in a COMPLETELY different way than I used to.
Somewhere along the line, I stopped identifying with the free thinkers and the artists and I became a person who believed in structure, organization and wearing nicer clothes 😆. I look in the mirror and still see the same 13 year old boy who wanted to save the world but have since gained the wisdom to actually do it! I have also become humbled enough to realize that I can not do it alone, but am merely one instrument to cause a greater societal change.
I can only pray now, that with all of the work that God has done inside of me, that I won't allow MYSELF to get in the way of the work he is calling me to do.
Love one another, and we can start this change together. Until next time, I have been your friendly neighborhood Dizzy!
“I have taught thee in the way of wisdom; I have led thee in right paths. When thou goest, thy steps shall not be straitened; and when thou runnest, thou shalt not stumble.”